Friday, December 30, 2011

xtahu~~

katakan sahaja, kini segalanya xmenentu...apa yg sedang berlaku pn tidak pasti
tatkala aku melihat birunye awan bertukar jingga tatkala senja
secangkir harapan timbul mendoakan kesejahteraan semua
dan pabila mentari menghilang diri
tingallah hamba-Nya bersendiri

owh, segalanya tidak pasti :)

New and Old~

It's very typical for someone to talk bout new year or new stuff n such
when end of year is nearing and a new horizon is opened
but do know that every second u grow older
and every second is a new second
so get urself better with new ideas n stuff every second if possible

now to my point,
sometimes new people come in ur life
but u cant forget the old people
u cant just simply forget
nor can u just simply neglect
they were once part of ur life
a part of ur history

but to me...my old is my new
n am missing the old and new
only wut remains is my cure
waiting for the time to be happy
but for now, sleeping emotions~~

hmm...a new place i am right now
bremen, going for a german trip
woot3
wished that my old plan is fulfilled
but in d same time njoying evrything that's happening right now

number 3
my new and old~~

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

Same Thing~

i am looking forward for the time where evrything ends
a stable me on a firm ground
when i can gaze upon the stars
wonder the power of Almighty

lonely under the dark blanket
shivering not just cz of cold
but shiver to cower
tears of the past

9 years ago on a window stile
a young boy, innocent as he can be
felt the rush of the winds
and the coldness of the night

9years ago, a lonely boy
noticed the bright moon
and the glory it shines
of a champion of all beauty

9years ago, the boy never knew
that one day he'll grow
n fall hard to his knees
just enough for someone to pick him up

but a lonely boy has no one
so hardship is his friend
n he stood up
facing the world
no more sadnesss
no more fear
no more time for sorrow
cz there's more to b help
for no one else should feel the tale of the lonely boy :)

Thursday, December 1, 2011

Siapakah aku?

Heh...tajuk nk koyak je...
salah tajuk sebenarnya, hal sebenar yg nk dipersoalkn ialah siapakah 'dia'
ha...kwn2 tentu nk taw kn...sapa si dia tu an
an
an
an
^_^

well, jwpn jujur
hanya tuhan yg tahu
selang beberapa mingu lepas
kami berbicara
saya dan seorang rakan baek
tentang kelibat masa depan
dan siapakah si dia
kami setuju bahawa
dalam ramai2 gadis yg pernah kami jumpa
xtaw n xdpt nk kenal pasti siapakah si dia
yg bakal menamatkan sebuah pencarian

ye, diri ini sering kali bersedih
sering kali gembira
sering kali beremosi
tp itu xsemestinya kerana perempuan
tul dop? :P
setiap ari, sy tny2 kat diri sendri
betulkah langkah yg diambil ini
saya sungguh mendoakn yg terbaek
saya mendoakn bahawa kesah akhir
adlh sebuah senyuman

mungkin jodoh tidak wujud antara dua insan
tp tidak lah kita akan tahu sehingga dua insan itu
kembali berjumpa dengan Penciptanya
malah
mungkin jodoh itu wujud
tapi kerana takut
kesah akhir itu tidak dapat direalisasikan

hati ini kini
penuh dgn persoalan
namun masa xmengizinkan
terlampau bnyk yg masih perlu di fikirkan
anak2 ni masih ramai yg xterjaga
dan masih lagi bnyk yg perkara yg xterurus

memang telah dicuba agar masa diagihkan
untuk insan istimewa
agar kesenangan dan kegembiraan wujud
tp maafkan jika ia membawa sebaliknya
dan maafkan jika ia tidak sempurna

ada kala terasa seperti ingin hidup sendirian
ada juga ketika
yg terasa bahawa itulah insan penamat
namun tiada yang pasti

cuma satu sahaja kini
5 tahun
5 tahun
5 tahun
sebelum 5 tahun
maafkan jika terdapat apa2
jika berubah hati
jika kesunyian yg melanda
kerasa sesungguhnya
anda telah mengajar bahawa 
masa depan itu tidak dapat diduga

sehingga masa itu sayang :)

Monday, October 31, 2011

Winter Dream~~

it happen not so long ago
i was hurt, really hurt
but it was more like i was in rage
not cz of ego
but the idea of unable to understand

my fault, my fault
u call me a genius
how could u when
simple things like this pn i cant figure

but to b honest
i missed those times
missed those moments
u shut down evrything
n reduce me to nothing

now i dont know wut to do next
God help me :)

Saturday, September 17, 2011

sekembalinya aku~

halo kawan2...
aku ingin melangkah ke suatu tempat yg dipanggil tapak pembelajaran
maka aku mulakan langkah aku awl esok pagi
ini juga mungkin akn memeranjatkn sesetengah antara kamu
tp surprise aku bukan setakat ini sahaja...nantikan lagi :)

aku mengaku bnyk perkara dah berlaku di tanah airku
namun ia tidak bermakna ia bukannya tmpt aku menjejak kn kasih ku
aku syg kn tanah air ini namun, aku harus bergerak demi ilmu yg lebih ku cintai

maka dgn itu, aku mengundur diri daripada segala ini
insyaAllah, wall ku juga akn bertukar rupa
lebih perkasa
blog ini juga akn ditukarkan purpose nye...dgn satu alasan
kita semua sudah membesar dan perlukn perubahan
wallahualam~

Friday, September 16, 2011

u made my day~

hahaha
kadang2 kita perlukan sesuatu tuk menghidupkan diri ni balik
ye la, kita ni manusia yg berperasaan
jd sering kali kita rasa keciwa, sedih, marah dan sebagainya

dan Allah juga mengetahui apa yg terbaek tuk anda
kdg2 kita terlalu inginkan sesuatu sehingga kita lupa perkara2 yg laen
contoh, nk sgt makan ayam kfc sampai lupa yg nasi lemak koop la yg terbaek..
kay, xde kaetan tp still...nasi lemak koop gak yg terbaek :P

jd hari ini, wut i wanted was jus a relaxing day sbb my flight would b just in a few hours time
tp what happen is a series of texting. well, that is not the case
duk bc2 post org ni terasa gembira. jus the perfect mood to make me moving
xsangka kn. it doesn't have to b the caress that we seek for.
malah, it was jus me doing some reading over the net
the result:. freshen ^_^

THANK YOU ALLAH
n thanx to u cz being the medium
ye ko si oren, apek, sepet, bulat, mao~
hahaha

Looking for someone~

yup3...that's it
aku mencari seorang yg blh menjaga aku skrg ni
dr pelbagai sudut
yg plg penting dpt bg motivasi tuk truskn idup dgn berguna
i need someone to replace the thorn in my heart
so to say :)

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

nobody~

i know nobody reads this blogs anymore
but writing it is still part of my life~

pernahkah dikau lihat sesuatu yg sgt menarik hinggakan hati anda terguris?
ironi but yes it happens~

Monday, September 12, 2011

3 for 1

i really do love no.3
it was always something dat gives me hope and cheerfulness
this time 3 things are put down for one number 3
it might sound confusing but...it is for me to know n u to figure out :)

Monday, September 5, 2011

3 Years ago~

a bond that shattered
the feeling of unworthiness
hatred overcome by guilt
the life that lives in cycle

unappreciated left us apart
voices that were never b heard
heart that was kept sealed
words that were never replied

3 years have it passed
yet it seems like it was yesterday
cz things are repeated
just like what they say
life is a cycle

regret is not the solution
it never was, never is, never will
glimpse to the darkest memory
n turn the light of ideas

clueless i might be
speechless as my lips r zipped
but history should never b let repeated
at least not exactly the same way

i am a no one
traversing along this road
wishing to b shown a path
to the place where mistakes are no more enemy
it's just memory that shall lead to laughter

me, u, them, us
friends...

Monday, August 22, 2011

Maturity~

wondering at this particular time of my life about one simple thing
the norm of those who seems to get matured

for guys~

  • egoistic (kinda sum it all)
  • bajet cool (though too much shows that he is still learning)
  • thinking for his future (wife and family perhaps included)
  • take responsibility and take lead  (doesn't have to b a huge leader, just take lead of certain situation)

for girls~
  • jealousy (i guess diff ppl have different limit)
  • motherly (full of love)
  • womenly (3 tomboyish girls confessed they changed before getting married)
  • thinking of lil kids and their cuteness

those were some basic things i kinda pickup through out my journey of life...though does not apply to evryone as some develop these things from a lil kid, while others had to gain it by life experience
but sooner or later, we're gonna die. so worry not about these development. instead focus more on ur deeds :)
wallahualam~

Thursday, August 18, 2011

Happy B'day~

ye kepada anda yg lahir pada 18/8 sesungguhnya saya tidak lupa tarikh yg awk kata istimewa ni

tp saya dpt kenal ngn seorang yg bernama Azame ^_^
but anyhow, anyway...


Happy Bday
May Allah bless u
umur hanyalah hiasan agar kite trasa diri ini muda n leka
sedangkan penuaan kite berlaku setiap saat
dan mati kite pula boleh berlaku bila2 sahaja
belajar leklok n penuh smgt
menjadi tua itu bes tp dianggap tua itu tidak bes
haha
again, Happy Bday n thnx for being a good friend
you know who you are ^_^

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

wishlist~

sy tahu hari jadi saya lama lagi
n
hari jadi org laen yg esok nye ni
18/8 :)

tp2 still sy nk buat satu wishlist so dat sy bleh keep track on things nk bli :)

  1. suit (blazer n satu setnye, kaler itam,)
  2. leather jacket (simple je, xyh la nk ada corak2 n poket sana sini)
  3. bb phone (sbb nk ada keypad, bold is nice, torch pn bleh thn r)
  4. coat musim sejuk (yg cam mat salleh dlm tv tu)
  5. ipad (nk sendri n nk adiahkn kat abah)
  6. lego mindstorm (nak maen!!! bersama adek2)
  7. dslr (nk tgkp gmbr alam sekitar bnyk999 ^_^)
  8. keta (ni da future wise da)
  9. umah (ni tuk keselesaan masa hadapan, nk bli trus mmg xmmpu la )
  10. last skali nk tanah satu tuk buat tanam2 farm as a retreat masa tua nnt :)
skrg mari kita lihat harga setiap satunye dalam MYR (anggaran sahaja) dan jumlah kn
  1. 600
  2. 600
  3. 3000
  4. 600
  5. 3000
  6. 3000
  7. 3000
  8. 500000
  9. 1000000
  10. xtaw brape harge -.-"

tu wishlist taw...klu ada sesapa terasa nk bg hadiah sila la...jgn malu2 :)
klu termakbul, bes la tp jumlah semua nye dah cecah 1.8 juta...genap2 kn jd la 2 juta
klu dpt saving 20000 setaun pn, dekat seratus taun bru bleh dpt ni -.-"
okay, dah bleh stat xnk tgk wishlist da ^_^
hahaha
sekian :)

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

research~

need to do more research for my thing over here
need more info
thinking of putting aside the sleeping part of life
hmm~

Sunday, August 7, 2011

Situation tells u differently~

u've been looking to the future for certain things n yet u see a thick layer of cloud
what do u do? go through it or...jst turn around n select a new path
trust me on this, no matter which path u take, it's unclear...always
so the actual question is not whether or not ur gonna face it
rather it is how ur gonna face it

sometimes u play with other people too as the world is not mine to say, we share it together
then it is even more vague
fear not, cz u can prepare for that
before he/she makes a decision u can influence 
during, u can cheat
after, u can just adapt
either way, make sure ur doing things ethically correct
so prepare from the beginning to accept others decision after trying hard to persuade

things get even tougher when the whole world is at its stake
something like economy, politics n natural events
these are not for u to control, it fluctuates with the world
for these circumstances, just stay by n accept ur future
as ur life is forever urs to define whether its meaningful or not

u might have left me but i am still moving on :)

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

Inspired~

today i was inspired to write
it was not an easy decision to do
but that was the reason why this blog is not sealed, only left away~

remember the day where u think of a person most
i doesn't hv to be someone dear to u
but it does mean that the person is significant
has left something for u to think about
a food for thought~

in life u say hi and goodbye in so many ways
some r permanent, while others last for a while
take note, nothing lasts forever
therefore cherish every second the best way u can
n u urself define what best is~

At times, u might think that it is the end
but the end never comes till u say it does
though Qiamat is certain
but beside that, never give up n keep on moving forward
as u n only u have the key to ur own success~

okay, lastly...keep ur mind straight at all times
emotions are important but it is not vital as ur mind
sometimes, u loss ur balance
but who cares, the most important thing is the present
not the past. as the present brings forth the future
so watch out as u move on~

bits of words for us to remember...i am no one to u though u are someone to me
things might change between us but dont let it change for the worst
me n u are forever apart of the world...sorry and thank you~

Sunday, July 10, 2011

xleh pk str8

got 2 years of it...argh~
the after 2 years...ada lg yg bkl menimpa...argh~
n still...the same feeling goes on n on n on~
am i dat lonely kind of guy
is my life is always bout d things on court?
hmm~ i wonder~
where is evrybody~

Sunday, June 26, 2011

sorry~

ye saya tahu dah lama saya xkontek, bukan dgn awk je tp dengan ramai orang
rasa cam malas dah nk on9, klu on9 pun invi sudah
update2 ni semua pn malas dah
yg rajen hanya mmbc je (manga)
jd saya mintak maaf, bukan saya xmo layan ke pe
tp mmg saya sendiri yg x on9 da

ble on9 lak, xnmpk lak awk on9...so...

Monday, May 23, 2011

Berdiri sebelah kaki, bertepuk sebelah tgn~

itulah keadaan skrg ni...
rasa cam belaja3 tp xde kesan

cam berdiri sebelah kaki, nk kemana2 kena lompat
camtu la kertas jwpn, melompat2 jwpn nye

cam bertepuk sebelah tgn yg xberbunyi
camtu la keadaan lps belajar penat2, cam input yg sgt rendah

but3
tringat sesuatu mlm ni...
Ilmu itu anugerah Allah
no need to rush
no need to force
just hustle
n be thankful for any that u gain
in the end, u tawakal ala Allah
for let it be in His hand's
as He knows best

Wallahualam~

Saturday, May 7, 2011

Hari ini~

07/05 selalu menjadi tarikh istimewa
tp kali ini nak jd kn die private, hanya istimewa jika kamu mengetahui
so...menunggu punya tunggu
first surprise dr banglong...sweet bro of mine
he was never that sweet, but i guess having money in poket means more to spend on brothers
then as i open the door another sweetness was there
a cake, big cake :)
thnk you~
then came pictures on fb wishing me all the way from home town
pastu...adek yg konon2 macho g buat mnde2 plik kat wall fb
maka dgn itu, sy sgt la terharu :)
then masuk satu message
maka itu semua perkara yg sgt menarik yg berlaku sempena 07/05
ada lg la a few, but just cant say it here~ ^_^
terima kasih semua...owh2...maafkn campuran bhs ni sbb excited sangat
hehe~~

Thursday, March 31, 2011

Of A Little Dream~

It was short but summarized a lot...


it was UK but weather as in M'sia
the joyful site of child playing at the theme park
mysterious guy I am with a M'sian ID
money, enough to make one smile

a borrowed hat from a Chinese friend
n she was sizzling hot with her bestie beside
a lame joke from MABA kills the situation
n a hollow wall stood firm infront of me

Jatdin and his cool stance
narrow stairs up and s top at the gate
while I cling at the side of the gate
waiting to fall down for others

of dogs with stupid positions
a snapshot and a beautiful picture on DSLR
it was literally my dream 
and a good dream it was~

Monday, March 21, 2011

I never get to know~

I never know what is behind that wall
protected by so many  layers
n the keys are within so many hands
i am but a normal person to the camera
no authorization :)

Thursday, March 17, 2011

Bunga-bungaan~

Inginkan ianya berbunga
bunga tanda hasil drpd usaha
sebuah tanda penghargaan
sebuah kepastian
tanda kasih sayang

sudah tiba masa untuk ia berbunga
tp adakah boleh ia punyai bunga
atau adakah itu hanya harapan semata
siraman itu tidak bermakna kepastian
baja itu bukan lah persetujuan

dahan hijau dihiasi warna-warnaan bunga
bunga menghiburkan hati
bunga menghiasi kehidupan
warna kontra itu menawan hati
dan begitulah kisah hidup nya :)

ku mahukan pohon itu berbunga
dan janganlah ia gugur tanpa sebab
biarlah ia gugur pada masa nya

sehingga ia berbunga
hiasilah kehidupan ini dgn kegembiraan :)

Saturday, March 12, 2011

live in the past~

I live in the past. All those memories that resides and that dwels in the midst of the little me. Who could have ever wonder the time a mere kid grew to be an adult was the moment he misses most. It was when he learned the values of life and to use it well. At a certain period he wondered and question every thing he learned. So he started to neglect it all behind. And now, he keeps on saying how good he was. But it was all of no use. The time he fell in love and now all was history no matter how he acts devine toward the girl. The stage the rounds of songs echoed through the halls. A a a ... The memories

Monday, March 7, 2011

sweet ke x ni?~

FN : "among ur sibling, sapa yg ko paling rapat ek?"
FZ : "maba"


sry la maba, xtaw knp nama ko muncul sebelum adik beradik aku yg laen...knp la mnde tu harus terjadi kat ko...knp ko harus xfly dan meninggalkn satu tmpt kosong dlm team ni...knp la aku kena balik jenguk ko nnt...i guess itu semua takdir, klu ko dtg pn, nnt pe nth jd...silap2 aku nk kne jg ko dgn lebih lg...

anyway, harap kaki ko da sehat, da leh maen, kita duel september nnt...tunggu aku :)

Monday, February 28, 2011

lagi dan lagi~

keadaan itu muncul lagi dan lagi
dan masih tidak berputus asa
adakah terlampau baek
atau mungkin tersilap langkah

hmm...
yg pasti, baru je fail report :P
no more room for mistake klu nk target for first class
yosh~

Sunday, February 20, 2011

Zaman lama2 dahulu~

saya xpernah suka org ckp saya busy
walau apa2 sekalipun, mmg sy xkn ngaku diri busy
saya sentiasa rasa saya mempunyai masa
masa tuk diri sendri, study, family, kwn2
n so bila ada org ckp 
"xnk r kaco, ko bz"
itu sungguh menyakitkan hati, sbb saya rasa cam saya dh bg sebnyk masa yg blh kat org2 laen tp die cakap camtu seolah2 saya tiada masa untuknya.

tp lately memang rasa time management dh semakin poor
semakin lambat dlm segala perkara n what's worse, cam dh xdpt nk rancang masa dgn baek dah
adoyai~

merindui zaman2 dlu
ketika aktif bukan mnjadi penghalang
bola keranjang
drama
mathematik
SPM
tutor
pangawas
busas
silat
astromatik~

kini ada study n basketball
tu pun rasa cam bnyk dh
adoyai~
mungkin perlu cari mkn yg betul2 kut nnt :P

Saturday, February 19, 2011

owh...bru ku taw~

rupa2nya buat baek sgt tu pun salah
sbb tu org cakap, buat baek berpada2

so
so
so
cmon farzan, make urslef a bit harsh next time
gogogogog~
^_^

Monday, February 14, 2011

Kekasih~

Pewit...pewit...kekasih~
dah la hari kekasih kan (valentine's day, ikut sini blum abes lg)
hahaha

apa itu kekasih? cuba bukak kamus dewan, sy nk bukak tp xbawak lak. jadinya xdpt la nk check kn. kepada sesapa yg dh bc ni n dpt bukak kamus dewan tu sila la tlg2 share ilmu ye. tapi, dalam bahasa local sini, orang sebut sebagai sweetheart, lover, turtledove, dear dan macam2 lagi. semuanya membawa maksud yg sama, *merujuk kamus yg dijumpai on9*
One who is loved, cherished for its excellent qualities
jadi memang la betu bila disebutkan hari kekasih maka rujukannya pada org yg dicintai. tp macam post2 yg lepas, sy selalu persoalkn cinta itu apa, kerana apa. maka siapakah kekasih kita? hmm...ibu, bapa, keluarga tu kompom la love kn, tp selaen dr itu? si dia? siapakah dia itu? begitu bnyk yg menjadi tanda tanya...aaa, keliru2~

okay2, dah2 berdrama. sebenarnya yg hendak diucapkan * sy rasa korg dh leh agk dh apa* ialah tentang kekasih saya. ye seorang yg pandai, sedap mata memandang, bentuk badan yg cukup menarik, petah berbicara dan mcm2 lagi. dan...dan...arini b'day dia.waah~ cepat2 wish b'day kat dia~



Ya HabibAllah,
kelahiranmu diiringi nur segenap kegelapan
dan rahmat dr Allah ke pelusuk alam

kepada rakan2
jika kamu katakan mahu sambut valentine
tny balik kat diri, sudahkah kamu cukup menyambut kekasih Allah ni sebaek2nya
sebelum kamu menyambut kekasih hati kamu?
sudahkah kamu berpuasa ari Isnin untuk menyambut kelahiran baginda
sudahkah kamu sekurang2nya take note of tarikh kelahiran baginda dan tahun baginda lahir
okay la...okay la...at least sudahkah kamu ada perasaan cinta kat baginda ke x?
haaa~
moga2 kita sama2 muhasabah ye :)

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

tak perlu berbicara pnjang~

ramai orang yg semakin mengejar popularity
coool tu coooool la kn
lagi2 kalau dpt masuk paper, tv xpun klu nama kelua kat blog org
lpstu nanti g mana2 orang kenal
kita buat apa, orang nmpk
even kalau yg laki, ada teman...teman pun leh jeles sbb peminatnye ramai
ataupun sebalik nya
dan kadang kala boleh dapat diskaun kalau g kedai
"almk, abg blogger kartun tula...Abg, sy bg abg diskaun 50% sbb blog abg bes"
best kn kalau camtu ^_^
ni blum termasuk buat duet ngn blog
or...
masuk2 pertandingan blog

tapi macam xadilkn, sy percakapkan tntg blog lbih di atas
bukan diskriminasi tp blogging adlh satu revolusi kini, mudah dan tidak perlu modal yg tinggi
cukup takat bayar bil2 umah dah la~
dan juga merupakan medan ramai tuk mendapatkan duet melalui klik
Ia juga mudah kalau berbandung dgn artis yg perlu berhadapan dgn beribu org penonton
depan mata tu beb~

okay2
tp yg penting kalau kerana popular
tny pada diri takat mana popularity tuk leh bahagiakn idup
sbb...cam skrg ni zmn fb, myspce, friendster pe tah semua tu lg
so cam semua maklumat nk letak
pastu bila org kata kat die
"eh, i cam kenal u la...aritu u g jalan2 kat kl kat pavilion kn"
ha...korg jgn pelik lak, korg pun jgn takut
pastu g tuduh org stalk
padahal org tu nmpk kat fb, xfb kat blog or mana2 lg tmpt yg boleh

dan bila semakin popular, kata2 itu semakin bernilai
quotes kat internet tu rasa nye cam ramai dh kawan2 sy sebut sblum org2 tu sebut
tp sbb org tu terkenal, maka value die naek
kemudian, itu la yg menjadi masalah apabila yg semakin popular ini bukanlah dr golongan yg berilmu
bukan nk kata perlu ada phd, master, anugrah hbt2 baru leh jadi famous
tetapi nk ckp, setiap perkara yg diperbicarakan...biarlah dgn hemah nya
dan dgn pemikiran kritis, bukan kerana emosi n rasa bes
n manfaatkn kelebihan korg
contoh nye...sy taw 2 blogger yg suka melukis
jd blog nye lukisan bnyk
maoroq
sy juga kenal blogger yg suka bercerita dan bergambar
kucai
xpun orang2 yg suka ngarut tntang kehidupan nye yg leh dijadikan iktibar
fatink.anis
tp mungkin yg lebih baek kalau yg lebih berilmiah cam
faqihada
dan kalau bosan, ada yang berunsur sastera
mirul

jd, usahlah menyebarkan fitnah
tetapi sebaliknya binalah tamadun
gunakan kelebihan yg ada~
sekian terima kasih

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

getting tired~

jom makan
hahaha
(dlm masa 3 bulan ni mayb nk optimum spend)

Monday, February 7, 2011

me n my life~

yeah~
keadaan now is so topsy turvy
n yet more n more problems are coming without me being able to comprehend all of it
sometimes i do make wrong decisions
n sometimes too i had to make excuses
but not everytime
my excuses are true by the way
but me not being fully responsible is one thing i must change
hoyeah~
gotta be better
n hoping to be like in kmb, a bz one with a team to discuss with~

Friday, February 4, 2011

kiciwa dgn kawan~

minta maaf...sy xnk burukkan sesapa
tp jika kamu ni menganggap diri kamu sebagai kawan maka jgn lah buat perkara2 yg sy akn sebutkn ni
okay?
please :)

1. jangan anggap kawan tu cam hamba korg
bila xdpt je mnde yg korg nk
t korg ungkit
"camni r mmbe"
member tu dilahirkan tuk menolong bukan jd hamba
korg la yg xsedar diri yg korg sebenarnya yg tidak menjadi mmbe yg baek

2. please n please dun tikam belakang
sy dh kena
sakit taw, it stains till now
mungkin sy leh gelak ketawa ngn awk
tp taw la yg sampai bila2 pun, tiap kli sy nmpk muka awk sy akn tringt peristiwa tu
naseb baek kawan2 sy sanggup memberi kata setia :)

3. jangan kikis duet mmbe kay?
eventho korg pk business ke pe ke
atleast be a human
dah la kedekut
pastu bila g mkn ramai2, awk guna baki org laen tuk byr awk punya
pastu awk refuse tuk pulangkn baki
kita semua in the ssame shoes la
belajar...have no permanent income
jgn la pk awk sorg je xde duet
sama la kalau ajk buat xtvt
mereka yg laen mungkin tidak mengira
tp awk terlupa yg kira2 dh sebahagian hidup sy
penipuan awk xkn terlepas dr pndgn dy

4. nk jual beli?
okay its fine with me
ill support u
tp klu mnde tu harga seringgit nk jual kat org len 2 ringgit xpe
tp ni mnde harga seringgit nk jual kat mmbe 5 ringgit
mmbe kut, bukan nye org laen...
5x untung...pastu hang buat dek je ngn kwn2 yg beli tu
isy3~

5. kawan2 sentiasa saling menyayangi
so please dun turn ur back at times needed
i might be someone but i am still here feeling lonely

turnout of events dis week is bugging me
n giving me this bad mind
sorry guys
please dun b like above kay? :)

Saturday, January 22, 2011

Nikmat yg sangat best~

orang kata, antara nikmat yg paling bes berlaku di malam hari
satu nikmat dunia yg sangat...hmm...xtaw la camne nk describe
korg kena rasa sendiri kut
tp...ni yg nak share perasaan tu sikit

mula2 rasa sangat takut
dengan rasa gelisah
ye la...bayangkan sekeliling tu dlm keadaan yg xberapa nk betul
keadaan yg rasa bersalah menyelubungi

kemudian pabila nikmat itu datang
bercucuran air mata
kegembiraan yg teramat
seolah2 terbebas drpd satu tanggungjwb yg besar
macam nk sujud syukur terus
ketenangan menyelimuti sebuah hati yg gelisah

itulah manisnya sebuah perjuangan
pabila ia telah dijaung bersama
n pabila mendapat bantuan Illahi
pada waktu malam, sujudlah kepada yg Esa
kerana malam itu sungguh tenang
nikmat mala itu sungguh bnyk
jika kamu mahu melihat ^_^

Friday, January 14, 2011

jd camtu lg?~

wah...dah rasa malas dah mcm ni
xabes2 end up cara sama
no outcome
haih~

salah sapa?
salah saya la~
kn dh tertangguh dah semua report2 tu
nga2

baek~
focus2...smoga semua pn dlm keadaan selamat n sejahtera
kpd kwn2 ku, minta maaf ye~~~~~~~ :)

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

Orang kata2~

ada orang kata, blog saya so melancholic
ada orang kata, blog saya so emo
ada orang kata, blog saya ni bes
ada orang kata, blog saya xbes
ada orang kata, blog saya mengarut
ada orang kata, blog saya ni bermakna
ada orang kata, dah bosan dh bc blog ni
tp apa2 pun, sy tetap mahu menulis pada bila2 masa yg dikehendaki
sbb, bes bila berkongsi dgn orang
n at times leh give information bila dua2 pihak xon9  :)

owh2
sebut tentang orang kata...td lecturer ada kata tentang communication
bla3...die g terang maksud communication yg ada dlm kamus dewan oxford
itu xmenarik sgt
sebab, saya belajar electronics bukan communication skills or psychology or human behavior or seumpama dengannya
tp ilmu tetap ilmu dan ia amat berharga :)

sampailah beliau, the lecterur, ckp sal optic fibre use to guide lights
bayangkan ek~
optic fibre tu lg kecik dr lubang jarum, around 100 micrometer size die~
pastu2, dienye capability to send data is about 32 terabytes/s (ke...terrabit/s, xbrape sure) tp equivalent to 500million calls dlm satu masa or 850 dvd capacity per second...n reach upto 400km
hebat xhebat...wa~
dan, dibantu lg dengan LASER yg merupakan condense n focused light, dia menjadi lebih efficient

tgh pikir punya pikir,
tetiba cam...er...terangan2 berada di Malaysia
nk download 850 movie jd senang 
nk transfer file dr northern Johor ke southern Kedah boleh dibuat dalam sesaat je~
well of course la disini saya tidak ingin memberitahu kos untuk membuatnya dan peralatan2 laen yg diperlukan
circuits, seperator, moderator, bla3...xbesar pun d whole device sbb skrg kn zaman nano dh...
tp still...nk kne tanamkn mnde2 ni dalam tanah lg..okay2 cukup dh membentangkan komplikasi mende ni which xde la apa sgt kalau compared to its long time of usage :)
go Malaysia!! go!!!

p/s: Alexander Gigi Geraham yg cipta tepong tu blaja kat UCL gak rupanya~

Friday, January 7, 2011

Putus Asa~

Rasulullah tidak pernah putus harapan ke atas umat manusia semasa hayat nya
tidak pernah sesekali baginda merungut
walau seteruk mana manusia itu mencaci baginda

Allah tidak pernah berhenti melimpahkan kasih dan sayang-Nya kepada makhluknya
seteruk2 makhluk jua Allah tetap berikan selimpah rezeki
Allah tidak berputus asa ke atas hamba-Nya

Para sahabat tidak pernah berputus asa
begitu jua sahabat2 anda yg sejati~
mereka sentiasa meletakkan harapan dlm diri
agar terus berdiri

tapi~
hakikatnya, kita yg sering berputus asa
putus asa atas harapan
putus asa atas diri sendiri
putus asa terhadap kehidupan
malah
ada sahaja yg putus asa atas langkah pertama ke arah kebaikan

maka, cukuplah mengomel wahai insan kerdil
berdiri lah dan terima peluang kedua ini
okay2, mungkin bukan kedua
tp who cares~
jus get on ur feet n start climbing up
fight ur way through victory (dunia wa akhirat)
n u'll b epy in the end
wallahualam~

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

something sweet from our memories~

Do u remember the times we spent together?
how time flies leaving things behind?
and you thought me how to be better?
thing comes n thing goes but as long as a heart, a soul lives 
ur name will prevail~



sweet x sweet nobita ni~ cam kita semua la...sweet but in our own ways
we were never too stupid nor were we too ignorant
we were just growing to be better

This is for those that lies in my heart~
u know who u are ^_^

Monday, January 3, 2011

new year, lonely year~

am i dat lonely?
am i dat miserable?
am i dat sad?
guess only i know
the miles on my face tell nothing  but the satisfaction of ppl being happy...that is my food :)