Loosing must not always be in games only~

i feel i am loosing
loosing the small things
loosing those things that i used to have

lil things that i do reminds me of those moments
lil things that i seek tells me of my history

i am a rebel not just to the world
a rebel deep inside
finding my way through
through all the thoughts that clouds my mind

i wonder how time changes me
not minor but majorly
how one would lose their fun
and turn to a boring run
why was i growing so fast
when i thought that everything would last

journey of a wondering heart~