A tale...Settled between the Unsettled~

u run away from problem
thinking ur the reason behind all the bad things
well look back
even if ur d reason, would running solve anything
perhaps it'll just make things worst

i thought of running to give space
cz i think my presence just changes evrything
but now i know
by doing that, it makes things worst
n nothing is ever solved

so now am back on my feet throwing balls, shooting hoops
to see familiar faces
now that's what's called as happiness
and to see them smile is called ecstasy

till later~

My Wake Up Call~

bangun pagi dengan malasnye..tgk jam pn still mls nk bgn
dengan orang tgh cuti, lepak kat umah ktorg lg
tetiba, fon berdering...kring3~
agh~ mlsnyeeeeee

tgk nama...haaa~

its d second time dia kacau aku tdo
but its good
cz i need to wake up by dat time actually~

n there it goes, anytime i wanna find peace
away
things come back to me rapidly
am in awe~~

Sebuah Kisah, Semangkuk Sup~

"hmm...nk habiskn sup r. bnyk rempah da nak basi ni"
"owh, ye?" dlm hati merungut sbb asyik makan sup je lately

"sayur ada bnyk lg ni, sawi....hmm...sup sayur r, dgn ayam blackpepper"

aku berlalu pergi tanpa menghiraukn menu yg telah diberi sebentar t

lalu mesyuarat bermula dan perut mula berbunyi...

lantas teringt kembali menu tersebut

sup sayur

mengimbau kembali hampir setahun yg lepas

tatkala, semuanya sedang sibuk

dan juga kesejukan yg melanda

ada seorang insan yg sudi

"harini mkn apa?"
"sayur...sup sayur"
"kenyang ke mkn sup sayur. dah la sup, pastu sayur je plak tu"
"okay r. blh la"
ketika dirumahnya...

"nk makan x?"

"nak sup sayur!!!"

walaupun hati ini mengatakan sup sayur itu tidak mengenyangkn

tetapi kehangatan sup itu cukup membahagiakn

untuk ketika itu. seolah2 sebuah satu ubat yg menyegarkn

dan aku tersenyum melihatnya

"sebenarnya, Farzan suka makan sup. Sup sayur"

ye mmg betul, dua lauk yg amat digemari oleh insan ini ialah

sup sayur yg mmg healthy tu dan sayur masak lemak

nyum3!!!

owh memory dan andaaaaaaa~~~

Craving for sunset~~

if tomorrow's a great clear sky day
ill b there, to watch the sunset
its such a nice view of london from there
n end my day at the big masjid over there
insyaAllah~~
oh wait, i hv meetings at 4 -.-"
perhaps ill go to the meeting after maghrib
what say u? hmm~~

Semangat~

Hmm...semangat itu juga satu nikmat dari tuhan
tp kita pula perlu la juga usaha untk mencari semangat
jgn la nk harap tetiba nk ada semangat tanpa ada pape

selaen dr lagu standing in the eyes by Ella
ada satu lagi lagu
baru tadi melihat malah mendengar mereka nyanyi
cari2 kat utube mmg xdpt r
tp lagu tersebut merupakan lagu semangat untuk kami
ketika di padang
atau di court
atau di mana2 sahaja

"Tiada Gunung"

Tiada gunung terlalu tinggi
buat kami daki di tengah panas
tiada juram terlalu dalam
buat kami turun di siang hari malam kelam


hutan rimba
padang lalang
menyusuri jalan yg jauh
panas terik
hujan berangin
ayuhlah
ayuh maju


pantang kalah
pantang undur 
kerana terlatihnya
pasukan sekolah alam shah
menyapu lawan semua


oi!
oi!
oi!
oi!


payung indah berkembang
diangkasa raya
desiran ombak ku kayuh
cuaca buruk ku tempoh
itulah alam shah sas!!!


now that's my story :)

Missing~

i woke up in daze
cz tdo petang
i've not been sleeping well
and not even in d right pose
sleeping on a single-seated sofa
no wonder~

n i noticed its already 830
on d first day of term
she's no more there for me
i should not mourn
but instead i should continue living
i know..
but the condition beats any i've had

i woke in thinking of u
basketball n fun
of u changing
u graduating
u working
n ur bday
n ur words of nothingness
am deeply hurted suddenly
withuot even u doing anything
i want that miracle if it even exist

but hold on!!!
am moving, dont stop me
dont make me go backwards to those times
no3
argh!!!

Men's Best Friend~

hey3...after years of experiencing and researching
i found out something
though it should not b that accurate
cz everyone is different and have different preferences
but3...generally things like this should apply
and for geeks/nerds/freaks this is definitely true
hahahaha~~

Men's best friend is always said to b a dog?
hmm..now let's change to reality
putting aside all the family members,
next on the bes friend list is a guy, a bestfriend
believe me, even if d guy has a wife
he is still loyal to his best guy friend

wut's next? hmm...perhaps wife?
but not gf...wife, because its commitment
that's d reason y gf would not b next in list
a guy if he is in his real life as in not blinded by love
would o to any of his guy friends first before
going to any girl, even his gf
though geek/nerd/freaks should not have gf :P

after that..hmm...let me see~
i think it's computer
try and see how many guys ditch evrything else for computer
computer games, internet on any other thing
suprisingly, sports comes next in list once upon a time
but now...computer wins the game
to certain, computer might b his top best friend
the first to run to
those guys have no life~~

then..animals, nature alike
the peaceful and calmness
aaa~~

now where does girls fall in the list?
err...idk...perhaps it depend on the emotion of d guy to d girl
if not, she might just b after nature
wayyyyyyyy bottom of d list
hmm~~??
but it also depends on the people some put girls before computer
and some put girls before nature
but for sure, girls can never break a guys friendship
BROMANCE~~
hahaha